I Love Him Then I Don't

They say love has

inconsistencies

And yes, I do believe

'Cause when I met a boy and fell for him

My heart was less than relieved

I find no place when we're together

Yet we never agree

I see in him just my dream guy

But the spark seemed to die

I delight in him

I dreamed with him

But at night I wanted to scream

I doubt and I cry

I felt I was under a dark sky

I love him then I don't

For fear and hope reigned in me

But letting go I won't do

I love him still, it's true.

~Bolanon Sisters

I found this poem in my journal of 2003, written by a very good friend of mine and her sister. I hope they find a good love to love! =)

-tSin